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[Aug. 6th, 2006|10:31 pm] |
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Hey hey*,
What's up guy's?!*Nothn much here settin at Crystal's tlkn to Frederick* && playin with tha kid's. .lol. .Well n/e ways I neva update this thing n/e more gosh I'm srry guys but I mean i love myspace && I really dn't kno why but sometimes it dose piss me off but hell I'll be iight cuz I love it. .Wel n/e way's lot's have came to pass. .Well n/e ways whom ever has been leavin tha cmnts bout Cameron* && Canaan* you have really hurt me && I dn't kno why one of my friends would do that to me && I mean you dn't even kno Canaan* so dn't be fuckin tlkn bout em'. .But everything is okay now cuz I blocked you && you can't leave em' n/e more unless you have a livejournal your self && you have to leave your name on em' n/e ways. .Well n/e ways to other thing's I went to tha fair && it was wonderful I went everyday && got to see almost everybodii && Aaron* even came where I could see em' && it was wonderful. .I'll tell ya all bout it. .
Monday-1st night. . Got to see Aaron* yay. .Got to hang out with Adrienne*. . Tuesday-2ed night. .umm* hung out with Adrienne*. .Meet Josh* && Justin* . . When home with Adrienne* && had a wonderful time. . Wed.-3ed night-Was awesome got to see everybodii again && when bck home with Adrienne*. . Thrus-4th night-Was kool. .Got to see Aaron* again && I had a wonderful time with em' && it was a g8* night. . Fri.-Same && it was all kool. .&& I think it was kool got to see em' all. . Sat.-Late night awh so sad. .I got to see Fudge* ,Ash* && thats tha night I really meet Frederick*. .It was wonderful all night got. .Took Paige* with me. .
I miss it all ready but tha best part of tha fair was I got to hang out with my best friend Adrienne* every night it was goin on && I love er' to death. .
Well n/e ways I guess things are okay with me right now && havin a good time school starts bck in a week && I kinda dn't want it to cuz all it is, is drama && I'm just not ready for that yet. . .But I do miss my friends so much . . lol . .I went school shoppin today && got some of tha cutest things ever && I love em' all. .There so cute && I can't wait for yal to see em'. .But I guess that seein my friends will be worth goin bck to school for. . .
Well things with Cameron* && I is really dif' now I mean I really haven't tlkd to em' all week && I feel so much betta && I think it's so wonderful cuz I dn't need his ass && his stupid shit. .I mean hell with em' . .I'm not even gonna try to break em' && Beth* up n/e more. .Fuck em' both tha way I see it. .But see tha prob. right now is that I'm on tha phone with em' && I really dn't kno why but I do wanna be his friend but I mean I just dn't wanna be with em'. .He's like one of tha only ppl I can tlk to cuz he is just so easy to tlk to. .But I mean tha reason Cameron && I dn't get along is cuz he has changed so much && I dn't kno why he has its so bad. . .But it dn't matta cuz his school starts bck in like 2 days so everything is gonna be okay && good. .
But n/e way's I mean I guess things will work out for tha best. .I mean I kno it will cuz I kno God* will let it && he won't let n/e thing bad happen to me. .
Love You*, -Laken* |
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[Aug. 1st, 2006|06:31 am] |
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| | ..Nothn..Pissed | ] | iight who ever u r leavin these cmnts && won't put ur damn name well listen I dn't think thats much of a friend thats sayin this to me cuz if you was one of my best friends than you wouldn't write that cuz I wanna be with em*..So I'm deleting my livejournal..I'm tried of this && you are makin me more depressed than I already am!*...So if you want to read what I write n/e more than put ur name on tha nxt cmnt or I'm deletin..
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[Jul. 31st, 2006|02:34 am] |
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| | *Watchiin tv* | ] | He has my heart && things just isn't gettin n/e bit betta for me..I can't stand this I mean I'm gettin these cmnts && I dn't understand n/e of this cuz if I this person was my tru friend thay would put there name cuz thay care enough to tell me this kinda of stuff..Well n/e ways bck to my subject hes got my heart && I miss em* so much...I mean hes tlkn to sum grl && he just told me bout it but he also thought that I was datin Cameron* && I'm not && I just wish things would get betta for tha both of us..I mean I just want to give it another go && I just dn't kno if thats gonna work..I mean I really do believe by tha grace of god that I'm suppose to be with this boy!*I mean I have pix of em* every where inb my room && when I wake up I look at tha pic of em*..I miss em* more than n/e thing..I've neva missed n/e bodii this much && it isn't even kool..I mean I just dn't understand n/e more!!!*I just thought that I would get this boy bck cuz we're suppose to be togetha && I mean ppl at chruch even told me that we was...I did have so much fun tlkn to this boy && goin out with em*..He really did make all my dreams come tru..Mayb he wasn't what I though I was gonna be with but I'm so much more happiier with em*..II wish it would have neva ended && it would have been so gr8*...I mean at least I got to tell em* I neva stoped liking em* cuz I neva have but I mean I tried to cover it up && well that didn't work but I mean I'll keep prayin about it && I hope I get it...I miss em* so much && a few ppl kno just how much I miss em*........Well things just haven't changed yet but I'm sure that thay will && hopeful soon...I dn't want this to be like this n/e more but oh well...
&& I'm sure you wanna kno who this guy is Canaan*Micah*Stiltner*-
N/e ways things are tha same && thats all yal needa kno... Fair this week*
-I miiss && love you--Canaan*
x|3-He's gone && x|3 He's moved on && x|3 I'm all alone... x|3-I miss em*...
-Laken*
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[Jul. 22nd, 2006|12:14 am] |
Hey guy's!*What's up?!*Nothn much here tlkn on tha phone with CamEroN*..Well alot of things has been goin on here && I guess everything is still okay!*CamEroN* && I have desided to be Just* friiends..I guess it all has worked out for thaa best to tho. cuz I was thinkin tha other night about CamEroN* && CanaAn* && well when CanaAn* broke up with me I thought that CamEroN* was tha only person that I had at tha time cuz he was there for me when Benny* && I broke up && than he was there for me when Him* && I got togetha && even after we broke up he was there for me && he was kinda there for me when I was datin CanAan* but when CanaAn* && I broke up he was there for me again && at tha time he told me that em* && Beth* had broke up && well like something stupid I believed em* && I thought that everything was goin good even tho. I thought of CanAan* all tha time && than come to find out CamEroN* was still datin BeTh* && that made me so mad I mean I dn't care that he dates er* but I dn't want em* to be messing with me while he is datin er*...Yah I kno I dn't like at all but I've just gave up on CamEroN* && I..I mean yah I kno that CamEroN* has a big place in my heart but CanAan* has a bigger place cuz he has neva dun me tha way CamEroN* dose me I mean dn't get me wrg I love CamEroN* but he has really changed && I dn't kno who he is n/e more && I mean yah CanaAn* && I did have a mis-happening but CaNaan* has neva dun me tha way CamEroN* dose me && CanAan* was so good to me && I miss em* so much && I really do pray I get another change with em*...I mean yah I did make a few mistakes but who dosen't?!?I mean I really do care about CanaAn* && I even care about CamEroN* but CamEroN* && I are just gonna be friends && thats all!*I mean I would do n/e thing for em* cuz I would do n/e thing for my friends!*But I mean I'm trying to b happii agian && I kno that I will be again cuz I have so much faith in gOd* && I kno he will re-store my happiiness...*I haven't really been on alot this week but thats only because I have had chruch all week && it was just wOndErfUl...Nut I've been sick for tha last 2 days && I hate it it's so gay!*Well I guess that everything is gonna work out good for me cuz all I have to do about it is pray...I've got my pictures that I took at prom with CanAan* && if I have to say myself there just wOndeRfuL-- && I'm gonna post one at tha bottom of this entry...I really dn't kno what to write about but I kno that alot of things has happend but idk what to do!*...But I guess this is it && I'm gonna leave a few shoutouts..
~`ShOutOutS`~ CanAan*-Hey darliin I really dn't kno what to say to you but you dn't even kno I still feel like this but when you get bck I'm gonna tell you if you dn't see this 1st..There are so much I wanaan say to you but its so hard cuz I dn't kno if you feel tha same way I do but I really do believe we're sup. to be togetha but hey I'm here for you no matta what or who..I have neva thought of somebodii tha ways I think of you..I would move tha world if I could for you..You so changed me when we was togetha you changed me for tha betta..I stopped doin everything..f&& to tell you tha truth I won't stop believing that we're sup. to be togetha cuz I really do believe we are!*I miss you so much && I wish that everything world turn out for tha betta!*I still have so much left to be tought && no bodii to tell it too..I just wanna be with you so much..I'll just keep giving it my all!*...--*I Love You*--
CamEroN*-Listen I really do understand all of this thats goin on && always remember that I'm always here for you no matta what or who just keep that in mind..I dn't kno whats really wrg with you anymore but I do kno that I'm neva goin to stop caring for you but now babe I care for you in another way than I did b4.. I really do miss tha way we we're but we can neva go bck to that to much has happend to us && I have just relized that I missed CanaAn* more than anything in tha world && CamEroN* I love em* && you so understood me when I told you that too && that ment alot to me..That was so wOndeRfuL-*I really do hope that we can be friends forever && always be there for one another..Best of luck with BeTh*(Omgosh guy's I really said it for once in my life..lol)..-I love uuuu-
Adrienne*-Babii let me tell you we haven't really tlkn to eachother in a while now && I so miss you so much && I wish everything would be iight but I mean we arn't fightin but we haven't really tlkd..But always keep in mind I'm here for you && I luve you...
Jay*-Not sure whats gonna happen but I said I was srry && thats all I could do..i luv ya..
Well that's all for right now && I'll update agian when something good happens or something happens... I Love You, -Laken*
My prom picture that I took at prom with CanaAn* --I love it so much I think it's really good--But thats just me!*
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[Jul. 16th, 2006|02:51 am] |
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[Jul. 12th, 2006|06:22 pm] |
Hey biitchess!* What's up?!*Nothn much here settiin wiith Jayme*,Randy*, && Justiin* && waiitiin on my ass for a friiend Cameron* to call me bck!* Well I neva update my liivejournal n/e more that's only because I have myspace && I liike iit betta than I do n/e thiing else cuz iit's fun I guess!*Well lot's has been goiin on here lately well CamEroN* && I have come to thiis that we're just gonna be friiend's && I guess I'm gonna just liive wiith that I mean he wants to be wiith Beth* && I have to deal wiith that on my own tiime..I kno iit's odd thiis iis tha 1st tiime I've gave up on somethiing that I've wanted but I mean Cameron* asked me to stop && to just waiit && be hiis friiend for now && so I guess that's what I'm gonna do Idk && Idc n/e more I mean I'm just out to make CamEroN* happii not n/e bodii else!*But I mean he's gonna be bonded to me for liife no matta what or who!*Well Morgan* came && spend 7th-1oth wiith me && I do beliieve we had a kiick ass tiime well I diid I miiss er* so much && I hate that she dn't liive here anymore..Well n/e way's Randy*,Riicky*, && Justiin* stayed wiith me && Morgan* on Sunday niight..Well n/e ways on Friiday* Jayme*,Morgan*, && I all went to tha moviie's iin Coeburn to watch Cliick* && I liiked iit,iit was awesome I mean I had fun cuz I was haviin grls day out && iit was fun cuz I dn't get to hang wiith eiither of em* to much n/e more so I had a gr8* tiime...Well I've got to tlk to CanaAn* more lately && well that makes me so happii cuz I mean at least we're friiends && iit's just so wonderful...Well I guess everythiing iis gonna work out tha way I want em* to I mean everythiing iis kiinda dwn hiill riight now but I'm sure thiing's wiill get bck up!*Well Jayme* spend tha niight wiith me last niight && Randy* && Justiin* diid also && god I dn't thiink I've laughed so much at em* there so freakiin funnii..lol..Yal iit was just one of them you had to be there..lol..So iit was fun tho.!*I mean I guess when ur wiith us you'll have a kiick ass tiime well sure you would u would be wiith us liike I saiid..lol..!*Well n/e way's I guess that everythiing iis gonna work out tha riight way!*
-:|:-ShOutOutS-:|:- -CamEroN*-Hey darliin' well we're just friiend's && I guess I'll liive wiith that && move on..I mean I'm tryiing really hard to do all of thiis by myself && I really hope that you reliize that I'm really tha one that loves you cuz I'm tha only one who can love you darliin'..But best of luck iin everythiing you do..I'm alway's here for you no matta what or who..I Love U..
Adriienne*-We haven't really tlkd alot n/e more && I dn't kno what's up wiith us cuz thiis really sux..But I'm miissiing you liike crazii && I really hope we get to tlk soon..I Love U Grl..
Jayme*-Well I guess we're haviin a good tiime we haven't got to hang out iin along tiime..But I'm sure everythiing wiill get bck tha way we want em* too..I Luve U..
-:|:-Quotes-:|:- I WAS JUST A MARK 0N Y0UR BEDP0ST. BUT Y0U WERE JUST A LiNE iN A S0NG.
Her smile turned fake her laugh covered up the tears its all too much for her to take
Youre immature And cocky too But I find myself In love with you
Why do you keep playen with me and her ? can't you just choose ? or do you even want either of us ?
I fell in love with you.. but you traded me for her.. i cryed so much, i could've filled a lake. i am not going to stand in a line to get your love anymore..
He thinks ive moved on, and he thinks ive forgot about him..but what he doesn’t know is that behind all these fake smiles and stupid lies..hes left me bleeding and broken
I hate the way you can push me to my limits with the things you do...And then you know just the right time to say something sweet to make me fall in love all over again. And I forget every little reason I was mad
You know you can call me day or night, and even if you wake me up to tell me something you think is dumb, I really do care...and hearing your voice is the best way to wake up.
Everyone always says if someone is in your head maybe they are suppose to be there well my ex hasnt ever left my head but hes off getting on other girls and could care less about me does that mean hes still suppose to be there?!?!
You said you loved me You said you wouldnt hurt me You said she was just your friend You said all of these things to her too. You said you were sorry You said you never meant to hurt me You say alot of things i just dont care ne more
Tears are the best make-up remover...
The 2 things that will break my heart is...1) Gettin lied to....and 2)Gettin cheated on! So you said you wouldn't do that...but you cheated on me and lied bout it...so my heart is torn into
I can guarantee that [i'm not perfect ] but [i'm certainly worth it]
The way he looked at you.. the way he smiled at you.. the way he made you laugh.. yeah you thought it was love, who wouldn't? But in the end ur just friends
stupid nicknames for each other hugs from behind, late night talks holding hands under the stars laughing until our sides hurt no... we're just friends
We fall to the ground laughing ;; almost peeing our pants - - - we sing into our hairbrushes and '*' take retarded pictures ; we love waving to random people in the' car and we walk around like we' own the place but HEY thats just who we are
They`re the perfect couple; he lies & she believes
Remember when we first met? we laughed and smiled together. it was a perfect moment and we didn't even know each other
I`m a mess & my room usually is too. i laugh at the stupidest things, and say the wrong thing at the wrong times. i cry for no reason. sometimes i get mad easily. but i`m just me & thats all i can be.
You say you love me, but your actions prove another thing
Look at me and see what you're losing faster than you can blink
::Break her heart, Tear her apart.. Tell her you don't need her, You don't want her. Tell her you lied to her the whole time, Cheated on her.. Make her cry.. Your good at that remember::
**L~o~V~e does exist...just look up in the sky.... The 1 up there L~O~V~E~S u most, N his l~o~v~e doesnt hurt... U should get to know him..**
I hope youre happy with her..cause i sure am not.
It's amazing how one day, he'll be there as a friend, the next he's there as a lover, and then, he's gone forever
ITS .OK. iF YOU HATE ME i'D BE JEALOUS TOO iF i WAS ::YOU::
Can you pinkie promise me that whatever you do with her; you wont ever leave my side through thick && thin promise me, we'll be friends forever
-if i was "the best ever" what was she?-
I think im in love...heart[b.r.e.a.k.e.r] u got the best of me but i just[k.e.e.p]on coming back excessivly oo did u have to[p.l.a.y]ur game on me I shud have[k.n.o.w.n]right from the[s.t.a.r.t]...u'd come nd [b.r.e.a.k]my[H.E.A.R.T]
You treat me like crap, total dirt... and then you expect me to smile and not be hurt?
;;_[[She H.a.t.e.s The- [F]act That She W o u l d Die For You &&& Y/O/U Love It...___?
H3ARTBROK3N...doesnt even begin to descrive how she felt the moment he said "i liek you asa a friend and nothing more
I'm Not Your D.r.e.a.m.g.i.r.l I'm Your F**king (( Nightmare ))
Some Hearts Are Broken && Mended Others Are Shattered && Torn. Although It Was N.e.v.e.r Intended For Love Is Eternally Sworn. I've Cried && Begged && Pleaded For That Love To Hold It's Ground. Hope Is All I Needed && Pain Is All I Found
One day i'm going to look back on today & realize how stupid of a teenager i was. How shallow people could be & i'm going to realize that if i could do it all over again ; i'd make the same choices cus come to think of it ; i've learned alot..
I wanna be the one hes up all night thinkin' about & I wanna be the one. hes tellin his boys "I think I love her
And you can come over we can watch a scary movie and take stupid pictures and fall asleep together on my couch. Because you are my everything and all that I am is yours. It's a promise, baby.
F**king people do they not know when theyve hurt someone enough
GuNnA m.a.k.e every h e a d WANNA [turn]...
------ Well I guess that's all for riight now && I'll update agaiin another day so just leave me lots of cmnt's && I'll do tha same for yal!*
I Love You, Laken* |
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[Jul. 7th, 2006|12:49 am] |
Hey guy's!*What cha into?!*Nothn much here waiitiin on Justiin* && Cameron* to come bck iinsiide..Well n/e way's lot's have been goiin on here..Cameron* && I got bck togetha on June 3o, 2oo6 but we broke bck up on July, o3, 2oo6 so iit diidn't last long.But I'm gonna tell yal just why thiis happend to me agaiin..Well Cameron* came up here on July o1, 2oo6 && stayed tiil July o3, 2oo6 well everythiing was goiin really good at 1st && we was haviin a wonderful tiime && than he had to stay tlkn bout that biitch Beth*..I mean I love Cameron* more than liife iitself but Beth* iif she diied I wouldn't care && I dn't care n/e thiing about er*..He was just tlkn bout er* && well yal kno that iit's gonna piiss me off && iit diid..Well he made me so mad I was cussiin && hiittiing && everythiing I mean out of all ppl thiis grl iis tha one I can't stand && when I tlk about er* I get so piissed off that I can't even understand why..But n/e way's we fought for 3 day's we would stop make up && start bck..But n/e way's on tha 3rd day iit was bad I mean we couldn't even look at eachother wiithout gettiin piissed off!*But than he went bck home && my brother went wiith em* && I guess thay had a good tiime I really dn't kno but on July o4, 2oo6 thay came bck && yah that mean's Cameron* too && well Cameron* && I went to tha faiir works togetha && iit was wonderful && we had a kick ass tiime && I dn't beliieve I could of had n/e more fun than that!*He stayed all niite wiith me && we had a wonderful tiime we stayed up for a few hrs && than we went to my room && went to bed && well tha nxt morniin' he got me up && iit was stiill goiin good && well he stayed last niite && he's stiill here wiith me..I mean iif he diidn't care or love me than why iis he here && not wiith hiis s|ut for a grl friiend?!*I'm not really sure when he's leaviin but by tha way iit's goiin he can stay forever && alway's iif he wants too..I'm haviin a wonderful tiime wiith em*..
July o3, 2oo6-- Well yal kno my dad started off really bad && wasn't gettiin n/e biit betta tiil like 9:00pm cuz I went to Haysii*'s fiire work's && thay was okay I got to hang out wiith Reba*, Sammy*, Thelma*, && Reba's cuz'n && her bf*..It was so much fun && I got to see everybodii that I haven't seen iin for liike ever..Well I got to see Adriienne* at tha end of tha niite so I diidn't get to hang out wiith er* but we made up for that..
July o4, 2oo6-- I got up at like 10 sumthiing && went to Camerons* && got em* && Justiin* than we went up my papaw's* to eat wiith my fam* && I guess that was okay I'm not a fam* person really..Well than we came bck here && Cameron* && I made up && was all loving eachother && I dn't care that he's datiin tha bitch Beth* cuz he's stiill wiith me all tha tiime..Well we made up && we got ready to go to C-wood for tha fiire work's && well iit was so kool soon as we got there I seen Adriienne* && I got to hang out wiith er* for a long tiime && iit was wonderful cuz I miiss er* all really ..We have to hang agaiin I had so much fun wiith er*..Well than Cameron* && I went off to our self && found Reba*, Sammy*, && Thelma* && hung out wiith em* for a whiile && iit was so much fun && we seen alot of our other friiend's also--Than we watched tha faiir work's by our self && iit was so sweet cuz we was just standiin there && he just get's me by tha arm && iis liike Laken, no matta what happen's I'm alway's gonna love you 1st && I love you so much wiith all my heart && than he kiisses me && iit was awesome I had a kiick ass tiime..Tha fiire works was goiin off && iit was just liike a moviie we was tha only one's around && we was kiissiing--
Last niite--July o5, 2oo6-- Well he was stiill here && stiill iis also..But everythiing went really good I guess you could say--I even got to tlk to CanaAn* last niite && that made me so happii cuz I diidn't thiink that he would tlk to me but he diid && iit was awesome--But n/e way's nothn much happend yesterday hung out here with Cameron* && than we just went to bed && that's about iit..
Today biitchesss--July o6, 2oo6 Well today Cameron* && I have been hangiin out && iit's been WonDerfUl--We're haviin a gr8* tiime && I do beliieve we're makiin everythiing workout good..I'm haviin a awesome tiime wiith em* && I love em* wiith all my heart--
[-:|:-]Shoutouts[-:|:-] CamEroN*-I'm so happii that ur here wiith me && I really do hope that everythiing works out for us tha way we want thiing's to end up && I'm more than sure thiing's are goiin to work tha way I want em* too && tha way you want em* to also!*You have made me so happii && I'm so iin love wiith you!*We're gonna be happii agaiin && I really do beliieve iit when you tell me you love me cuz babii I love u also..Just remember that I always get what ever tha hell I want && riight now I want YOU!*
Adriienne*-Hey babii...Load load I miiss you liike crazii..I can't waiit tiill we go campiin iits gonna be awesome cuz we're awesome--I love u to death..
Jayme*-Darlin let me tell ya somethiing I love u && I miiss us beiin friiends...I Love u
Well that's all bitchess just leave um* && I'll do that freakiin same*--
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[Jul. 6th, 2006|05:39 am] |
We're broke up again.. Laken N Cameron Never More |
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| ♥¤We`re Bck Togetha¤♥ |
[Jul. 1st, 2006|05:59 am] |
We're bck togetha.. Cameron&&Myself are bck togetha!!!* I'm so happii && I couldn't be happiier.. He's wonderful && I couldn't make it without em* && I wouldn'e make it without em*... I missed em* so much && now I've got em* bck..Yay.. I've got tha man of my dream's bck && I'm so happii.. He's WonDerfUl-- July 18, 2oo5--Tha 1st time we got togetha.. -Laken&&Cameron-June 3o, 2oo6- I Love You Cameron!*
I Love You, Laken-->Cameron's Babe |
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